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Post by olivejuicee on Nov 27, 2009 0:48:31 GMT -4
Scarlet raqn to her room , Tears running down her face. She was so angry. She ran to her bathroom and cut two big gashes on her wrist and after cleaning it up she stared to feel a little wozzy. SHe looked at the blood and felt a little etter. She got her phone and called Zack. She waited for him to pick up
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Post by River on Nov 27, 2009 1:10:40 GMT -4
Zack picked up the phone. "Hey Scarlet, what's happenin'?"
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Post by olivejuicee on Nov 27, 2009 1:13:31 GMT -4
"I hate you." She growled. "How could you do this to me? You sick man. You d!ck!" She said. She had never called anyone that to her face. "You mind conterler! I hate you. You ruine my life!"
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Post by River on Nov 27, 2009 1:18:11 GMT -4
Zack rolled his eyes. "Riiight. I made you kiss me. I forced you to INVITE me to the clearing. Bullsh!t. Get over yourself and learn to live with your mistakes, drama queen."
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Post by olivejuicee on Nov 27, 2009 1:21:26 GMT -4
"You used me. You saw what you had to do and you did it." She said realizing herself that she made no sense. She was what the others thought. She closed her eyes and hung up the phone. She looked at her selkf. She couldn't live with herself. She couldn't do this anymore. She went to her room and fiound a peice of paper. And a pencil. She stared writing 3 letters. One to her mom, One to her dad, and one to Briar.
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Post by River on Nov 27, 2009 1:23:33 GMT -4
Zack stared at the phone for a second, then shrugged and slid it back in his pocket. She would figure it out eventually.
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Post by olivejuicee on Nov 27, 2009 1:24:58 GMT -4
Dear Mom, She wrote, I'm sorry. I never ment to hurt you. I don't want to be forgoteen I just can't live with myself. You didn't do anything wrong. You did everything you could. You never asked for a daughter who couldn't get anything right. Who was a screw up. Who was mean. I know you love me, and I love you, but right now, it seems like love isn't enough. Like, like its not worth it. I'm sorry you never took my bi-polerisum seriosly and didn't put me on medication but this is how it would have probblery turned out right? Just know that this is for the best, and I'm finally happy. Finally free. Love, Scarlet
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Post by olivejuicee on Nov 27, 2009 1:33:01 GMT -4
The letter to her dad was pretty much the same. She looked at the pen and wrote begain to write to Briar. This one was hardest. Butshe knew Briar wouldn't care. She hated her. Scarlet didn't blame her anyways. She would hate her too.
Dear Briar, I'm so sorry. I'm not sure you'll even care that I'm dead. I'm not mad t you. I could never be mad at you, I love you. This isn't you're falt, its mine. I was a b!tch. I was unfaitful and I tried to blame it on someone else. But it wasn't his falt at all. It was mine. I desrve this, and even if I don't get my hapily ever after, I shouldn't take up air for someone who deserve it more then me. I hope you can forget all the pain I cuased you, but am I worth it? I don't think so. I'm still very sorry for every tear you've shead for me, it wasn't fair for me to do to you. You trusted me and I was one of the only ones. Just please don't hate me fore this, Remember how I was, not how I now am. Again, I'm sorry. Love Scarlet
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Post by olivejuicee on Nov 27, 2009 1:35:49 GMT -4
The letter was tear stained. She put it on her bed and went to the bathroom. She gotout her blade and begain to cut. Slowly, Making her pale, frekely skin turn bloody. One cut turned to four then sevaen. She stared to feel intense pain he couldn't help it. She let out a yelp beofre her legs gave ut. he hit her head on the way down and felt her arm. The blood was everywhere. She was epecting to fade away buit she wasn't. She just laid there in a weird state of mind
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Post by River on Nov 27, 2009 2:04:54 GMT -4
Zack, who was not completely heartless, realized that he had spoken rather meanly, and went in person to Scarlet's room to apologize. He found the door cracked and pushed it open, peering inside. "Scarlet?" he called. He saw that the bathroom light was on and the door was open, so he stepped inside the room. "Scarlet I'm sor--" he broke off in a gasp as he found Scarlet laying on the floor, surrounded by blood. Then he saw her wrist. "Oh my god, SCARLET! Scarlet come on hon, you gotta stay with me now, ya hear?" In a panic, Zack pulled out his cell phone and called 911. He grabbed a bath towel and wrapped it around her wrist, the muscles in his arm bulging as he pressed hard, trying to stop the bleeding. "They're on their way, Scarlet, just stay with me, okay?"
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Post by olivejuicee on Nov 27, 2009 2:08:18 GMT -4
Scarlet felt someone there. She was quivering. She tried to speack, but she couldn't. She tired to get up. She felt intense pain in her wrist. This wasn't what she thought it would feel like. She felt every pain she had ever felt. She felt no reif just the intence pain. She her visian slwoly start to black out. She kept trying to open her eyes. "Briar.." She wimpered.
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Post by River on Nov 27, 2009 2:13:48 GMT -4
"She's coming, you have to hold on for Briar. She's coming and she loves you, Scarlet. Hold on for Briar, you can do it!" Zack had no idea where Briar was or if she cared, but lied convincingly through his teeth anyway, making up anything he could to get her to fight. "Just...just hold on for Briar. She loves you, don't hurt her. She's on her way, Scarlet, Briar's on her way." Zack kept repeating this, talking to her, hoping it would help keep her from blacking out before the paramedics got there...
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Post by olivejuicee on Nov 27, 2009 2:43:53 GMT -4
Her lips where guivering. She wanted to say so much. She wanted to get up, but she couldn't. She was getting tired. She tried to keep fighting. she tried so hard, but she couldn't. She was tired. She was ready. She felt like her time was up. She opened her eyes and saw Zack. He looked worried to her. Scarlet saw pain in his eyes. The pain she felt everytday. She imagined that pain but in Briars eyes and winced. She could not hurt her more then she already did. "Where....is...she?" She asked weakly
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Post by River on Nov 27, 2009 12:11:51 GMT -4
"She's coming, she's running fast as the wind to see you, you just gotta hang on just a little longer..." Zack paused as he actually heard running footsteps. There was a hard rapping on the door. "Come in!" Zack shouted, and suddenly the room was filled with paramedics.
"Son, we need you to move," one of them told Zack. He scooted out of the way and they rushed in, wrapping bandages firmly around her arm, lifting her to a stretcher, and rushing her away.
Zack watched them go, sure that they would save her. She was in good hands. He sat down on her bed, uncertain as to where to go from here. Should he tell Briar? Mmm, no, best tell the brother, what was his name? Tai? Yes, better to tell Tai.
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