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Post by olivejuicee on Nov 18, 2009 23:00:27 GMT -4
Scarlet mader her way to the Student lounge. She remained un emotinal at the lack of pepole in the room, Even though a big part of her wanted to be alone right now, she felt like needed sombody in case things got worse then she had already been feeling. She had run oput of medication in the past few days and wasn't sure how to get more. She put her ipod on the ihome and started pumping some of her favrote music, But right now, it just sounded like noise. She lied on one of the overly soft couches and begain to feel the flashbacks come back to her. She girpped a pillow and closed her eyes, ready for the ride.
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Post by River on Nov 18, 2009 23:11:08 GMT -4
Briar strode into the Lounge, looking for something to do. Seeing Scarlet, she gasped and rushed over to her. "Scarlet? Sweetie? What's wrong?" her tone was extremely worried. She knelt beside the couch and gently layed a hand on Scarlet's arm, rubbing it lightly.
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Post by olivejuicee on Nov 18, 2009 23:11:54 GMT -4
She begain to see lst year, She was so fimiler with it she could mouth the words along with the people. She watched herself cry for help. After all of it was done she sprang up, her freshly done makeup properly smuged. She wipped her eyes and the words Carrie had said to her repeat in her head "Just kill you'reself already"
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Post by olivejuicee on Nov 18, 2009 23:13:35 GMT -4
She saw Briar. "Ummm" She said, Her lip trembaling too much for her to be able to propprely speack. "N-nothing." She said slowly and looked down. She felt like a pathetic 5 year old. She ways. She was just a stupid girl who should stop talking about it and just do it. Carrie was right, Why doesn't she?
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Post by River on Nov 19, 2009 8:25:39 GMT -4
Pain shot across Briar's face. "It's okay if you don't want to tell me, but I would rather you just say 'I don't want to talk about it' than lie to my face...I only want to help you, cause, well...I love you."
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Post by olivejuicee on Nov 19, 2009 21:38:39 GMT -4
She looked stright at Briars face. Scarlet just examied her face for a hint of lies. She smiled. "I love you too." She said and then started crying again. She reached for Her hands and gripped on to it tightly, not letting go, like it depended on her life.
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Post by River on Nov 19, 2009 21:46:33 GMT -4
Briar wrapped her arms around Scarlet, just letting her cry. She rubbed her back rocked her back and forth, her own eyes welling up. "What can I do, sweetie? Who hurt you so?" she murmured, her breath stirring Scarlet's hair.
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Post by olivejuicee on Nov 20, 2009 2:09:14 GMT -4
"Its...." She says and another heavy sob escapes her lips. Her little frame is heaving in and out. "People from my old school."
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Post by River on Nov 20, 2009 21:03:17 GMT -4
"What did they do to you?!" Briar asked softly. "You don't have to talk about it if you don't want, but I would love to kick their a**es for you..." she ran her fingers through Scarlet's hair, thinking what a horrible place this world was.
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Post by olivejuicee on Nov 22, 2009 13:29:07 GMT -4
She laughed. "It... was a long sotry." She says and then feels another wave come over her. She hated herslef .She hatred herself for letting this happen. Whatever went wrong in her life, was her falt. She deserved it. She gripped onto Briars hand while the cold tears streamed down her face
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Post by River on Nov 22, 2009 16:24:30 GMT -4
"I will make them pay..." Briar muttered, almost to herself. She leaned over and kissed Scarlet, wishing she could kiss all the tears away.
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Post by olivejuicee on Nov 22, 2009 16:45:54 GMT -4
Scarlet mouth froze in shock. She had never been kissed before. She didn't want to move though. This flet good. It felt safe. She gripped harder onto Her hand and kissed back. The tears kept falling but Maybe they where tears of joy.
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Post by River on Nov 22, 2009 18:01:01 GMT -4
Briar kissed her again and pulled away, looking at her, wondering if that was okay with her. She was still crying...
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Post by olivejuicee on Nov 22, 2009 20:40:51 GMT -4
She looked at her. The feel of her soft lips still on scarlets lips. They stopped trembaling. Her tears came to a halt. She stared at Briars eyes and pulled in again and carresed her cold cheecks.
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Post by River on Nov 22, 2009 20:50:52 GMT -4
Briar held her close, holding back tears of her own. This wouldn't last, she knew it. It never lasted. Nothing good ever lasted. "Are you okay?" she whispered softly.
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