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Post by stupidkiid on Dec 30, 2009 18:14:31 GMT -4
He sighed. He knew she would ask. He slipped his hand from her and picked up a small handful of sand. His eyes wouldn't leave the water. He opened his mouth to speak but held back a moment. " Chelsea happened. " He ran his free hand through his hair and sighed. "You don't want to know my whole sob story Del. It's pathetic really." He shook his head. He hated talking about this side of himself.
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Post by cleansesong on Dec 30, 2009 18:42:48 GMT -4
Della bit her lip nervously as Ryan removed his hand from hers, hoping she hadn't offended him or anything by asking. "Chelsea?" She asked, raising an eyebrow as he didn't continue. "Please tell me, I want to hear it." She replied, taking his hand in hers again as she looked at him. "I doubt it's pathetic at all, Ryan." She said, trying to persuade him to tell her.
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Post by stupidkiid on Dec 31, 2009 13:31:58 GMT -4
A laugh fell from his lips again and he shook his head. "You don't think it's pathetic now." His hand came up and slipped over his face, rubbing it over his mouth harshly. "I met her when I was 6. She was a year younger. Parents were best friends and all that jazz. We lived in Tennessee. I fell in love with her in fourth grade. We started dating in sixth. We were each others first.. everything." He paused thinking about the memories. First kisses, dates, dances, r rated movie, arguments, sex, heartbreak. He let out a loud sigh. "Tenth grade she decided I wasn't enough or something." He shrugged. "She started dating some other guy. Didn't bother to break up with me... Avoided me until I saw them out together." He sat quietly for a moment before shifting his gaze towards Della. " Then my parents decided to move here and here I am. Until I met you.." His gaze shifted again towards the water. "I haven't wanted to know anyone like that. She ruined me and I'm scared to death I'm not going to be able to do it... I'm going to mess something up." He smiled out towards the water. "and I'm saying that like you want anything to do with me in that way.." He shook his head and rested his chin against the palm of his hand while his elbow rested on his lifted knee.
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Post by cleansesong on Jan 3, 2010 21:07:19 GMT -4
Della bit her lower lip once more as he began to explain, turning her body so that it was slightly facing him so that she could watch him as he spoke. Her teeth continued to clamp down on her lip as he continued, trying to stop herself from interrupting at any point during his tale. It was hard for a girl as talkative as Della to keep quiet for so long, but she felt like she owed it to him to hear his story before saying anything.
"She started dating some other guy. Didn't bother to break up with me... Avoided me until I saw them out together."
Della's mouth dropped open slightly, and she inhaled a breath sharply, still willing herself to stay quiet until he finished, but finding it unbearable. "Thats horrible!" She mumbled before clamping her mouth shut to let him finish. "You're not ruined.." She muttered softly, a faint blush coming over her face as he finished speaking. "Why wouldn't I want anything to do with you in that way? I agreed to go out with you tonight, didn't I? Doesn't that show that I'm at least slightly interested?" She asked, raising an eyebrow slightly and then smiling.
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Post by stupidkiid on Jan 3, 2010 21:26:44 GMT -4
He rubbed the back of his neck and sighed quietly and shrugged, "Well you did say you came cause you were my friend... and that's what friends do, yeah?" His head tilted in her direction and he smiled slightly. "I knew you agreed for reasons other than 'we're friends.' His smile turned into a playful smirk. He'd had enough emo whiny ness. He just wanted to be happy with Della.
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Post by cleansesong on Jan 3, 2010 21:29:20 GMT -4
Della laughed as he quoted her, making a face and then blushing ever so slightly. "Oh shuddup.." She mumbled, laughing as he smirked. "You're too cocky for your own good, you know." She teased, sticking her tongue out at him and then picking up a handful of sand to toss at him childishly.
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Post by stupidkiid on Jan 3, 2010 21:31:06 GMT -4
He dodged the handful of sand, still smiling. "Well people give me reasons to be so cocky." He stood and brushed the sand off his pants. "It's your turn. What do you want to do now and don't tell me I have to choose. I want to do what you want to do."
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Post by cleansesong on Jan 3, 2010 21:33:58 GMT -4
"Who gives you reasons to be cocky? I hope you don't mean me. I'll stop whatever I'm doing that makes you cocky." She replied, laughing softly and then hopping up from the ground. Dusting off her dress, she looked at him and shrugged. "I don't know, there isn't much to do around here really. I have no ideas.. Give me three options and I'll choose from them. If you don't, I'll let my imagination go wild and choose something impossible." She responded, a small smile on her face.
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Post by stupidkiid on Jan 3, 2010 21:39:39 GMT -4
He rolled his eyes. "You really are bad at decision making, aren't you?" He pushed his hands into his pockets and looked around for a moment. "Skinny dipping, watch a movie naked.. or.. something else that involves nudity?"
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Post by cleansesong on Jan 3, 2010 21:43:07 GMT -4
"Kinda.." Della replied, shrugging her shoulders. "I dunno, it's just not really one of my strongest areas.." She admitted, laughing and hitting him on the arm after he had finished his suggestions. "You're such a perv! I don't want to be naked around you!" She shook her head, laughing again. softly. "Gross."
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Post by stupidkiid on Jan 4, 2010 21:02:52 GMT -4
He playfully flinched when she batted at his arm. "You act like you don't like it," he said, draping an arm over her shoulder, "but you wouldn't be here if you didn't."
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Post by cleansesong on Jan 4, 2010 21:18:31 GMT -4
"I dunno, I think you could be wrong about that. Why would I lose all interest in someone just because they seem to mention nakedness a bit too much? I think I'm mature enough to handle it, even if I don't want to go there right now." She replied, sticking her tongue out at him and then laughing softly. "I dunno, it's just strange. You've got an obsession with naked sexual things, am I going to have to send you to sex addicts anonymous?"
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Post by stupidkiid on Jan 4, 2010 21:24:17 GMT -4
He smirked a bit. "Hey send away at least I know the girls are easy." He reached over with his free hand and poked her side. "Where to?"
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Post by cleansesong on Jan 4, 2010 21:36:46 GMT -4
"That's not a good thing to say!" Della replied, shaking her head at his reply and then jumping back as he tried to poke her. "I don't know where we should go, I'm bad at decisions, remember?" She said once more, rolling her eyes and then laughing softly. "Your choice."
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Post by stupidkiid on Jan 6, 2010 10:08:30 GMT -4
He laughed as she shook her head at him. "It was the perfect thing to say." Stuffing his hands on his pockets he glanced around thinking for a minute. "I don't know.. we could go watch a movie... or call it a night." He shrugged not really sure where to go from there, usually at this point he'd have a girl naked under the peir and he was sure Della wouldn't go for that.
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